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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

the njc GAT suck -- at least for me. i actually left 11 QNS not done!!! OMG. now im sure im not going to get in. suck. i betta stay in ny and do the dreaded O LEVELS. suck. 11 QNS man. i think i wasted too much time at front, where all the easy ones are. suck. i keep checking my answers loh. cos i think they mite b wrong. but the prob is that they are veri easy and everyone sure get correct de!!! so even if all those qns i answered were correct, i oso haf no hope le. come on, those ppl are all so smart.

THANKS so much. for all those posts on my tagboard and those lil notes on ur blogs... love u guys. you ppl rock. thks for caring.

i breathed in a large amount of smoke during the 209 claz chalet bbq.

6A clz outing on the 22nd of june. serene jus told me tt it will be at wild wild wet. now i duno whether i shld go. it's like, even if i go, i think i'll 80% NOT SWIM. no no, im not going to embarrass myself. as if ppl dun hate me enough. i had doubts abt dis 6A outing thingy... cos i noe perfectly well that some pple dun like me. not that i blame them, of cos. i noe myself and i hate myself. why why why.

1. WHY ON EARTH AM I SO UGLY???
2. Why oh why am i so STUPID?
3. Why am i so damn it clumsy?
4. Why do i duno when and where to sae what and end up having ppl not happy wiv me?
5. Why am i always so self-conscious?
6. Why do i always have the feeling that i look stupid?
7. Why cant i please everyone?
8. WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY FAULTS?

i think im going mad soon, if not already. i hate myself.

there are more questions to go. but i haf to sae crazepiggies-' make me happy, even for a lil while. thks gurls.

my whole entire life is in a terrible horrible M-E-S-S. omg. im sick and tired of pleasing my dear grandmother and pleasing everyone. come on, im not exactly wad you think is a goody goody. suck suck suck.

dance nite was so not nice= except for the modern dance part. i jus haf to sae tt the other dances disappointed me. haiz. i think the entire audience is kinda bored wiv it too. leaves, rain drops, pitter patter, flowers... omg. md sorta rectified the mistake ppl haf tt ny dances only dis kinda stuff. yea. great man. to the md ppl who danced: u gals rawk!
yea. saw jiankai and his grp of chs guys. haha. i tink serene, june n shermin were all amused at how short he still is. saw yaozhong at kap b4 the dance thingy. still as sissy as ever. serene said it was fated to be. hahas. oh, at the end of the dance thingy, ppl were like, applauding chen lili lyk siao. diao. haha. den the guys cheered lyk mad. we were lyk, huh? dun think dey noe chen lili rite? den one guy went up stage to present her with a bouquet of flowers. hee. yep. and june was damn slow in coming lo. woah~ i was so scared tt we cant go in cos we too late. lol.